aku dan optometri

bende ni xsepatutnye difikirkan sekarang,tp nk fikir jgak..releven kah aku sebagai student optometri???arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............................tahun baru ni,mari mulakan pemikiran baru..YA ALLAA, kuatkanlah semangatku....................

lalala..

kampungku yg keempat..kg tebukmufrad..hehe..hurm xtau la knape rase sedey pas blk dr opkom ni..b4 ni xpnah lak rase pape pas tinggalkan family angkat..kali ni lain plak rasenye..mungkin sebab mak org susah,dduk sorg2..mungking jgak sbab danial,anak kak lela yang comey tu or mungkin jgak sbab fatin..aden dunno la..duduk rmh mak nab mmg sronok wlaupn panas disiang hari..haha..macam2 la..insyallah xkan lupakan derang.. ;)

orthros

baru pas abis tgk drama orthos no inu..cite jepun pasal manusia yg ada god's hand n devil's hand..opposite power n opposite character..mmg mcm xlogik je cite ni..cite ni ada tunjuk rupa sebener manusia..yang penting kan diri sendiri..dunia politik yg sanggup buat ape je..kasih anak beranak..kasih adik beradik..n mcm2 lg la..yg bt kn diri ini terpikir 'alangkah bagusnye,bertuahnye menjadi manusia biasa'...'antara hidup dan mati, mana yang lebih bagus??'..klu hidup juz menyusahkan org lain,bukankah lebih baik mati..tp klu mati,xde ape pn yg dapat diselesaikan..it's the end of the journey..sou da ne??

sy xske cuti..

waarrggghhh..bosannye cuti ni..dh xtau nk btpe..kang mula la fikir yg bukan2..pas2 susah2 ati la..pas2 mula la bt benda2 xbfaedah...cam arini,blh plak pas dinner trus ajak along round taiping dgn motor..hehe ble abah tny nk pg mna,juz ckp nk pg naik moto je..klu tau nk pg ronda,mst xbg pny..hehe jgn marah ye bah..nk tukar angin je..adeh,sbnr nye tringin nk bt keje2 gile ble dlm mood cmni..malangnye,keberanian 2 xde..kenape la cmni...arrrgggggggghhhhhhhhh cpt la abis cuti!!!

::something happen to my heart::

chewah iye je kn..may b sbb siang td dh terlampau sronok, so ble dh tgh2 mlm ni..rs sedey lak..giler lah! kna blaja trima kenyataan ni yg xsemua yg kita nk blh dpt..haha

i will

sometimes...
no matter how hard you try, in the end you'll just fail...
(i guess, trying hard is just not enough)



may be right now, i'm not good enough in everything i did
but

i will

definitely

exactly

become

better!

minggu exm

study..

..makan..

..tido..

..makan..

..study..

..tido..

..makan..

..study..

..tido..

dan berat pun bertambah..haish~

::cL oh CL::

8 esei dalam 1 jam 30 minit???
huhu..bleh gelak jela..

masing2 b4 msk dewan exam 2 dh bt mcm2 jenis muka dh ada..mklum la,br tau exam esei je..2pn pas mngintai dr luar..
haha nasib la,sape suh bt dinding transparent..

whatever it is, finish with contact lens..
enough is enough!!
lets move to 'Kaedah Klinik Primer III'
tp b4 2, tdo dlu...lalala..

::Gain more after failed::

huhu..i guess i right lor..i learn more after fail SL..
althought the mark will remain da same..gosh i hate this part!

so,done with reseat SL test
im doing mush more better than last time..YIPPPIII!!!

lets concentrate with FINAL EXAM preparation!!
GAMBATEH DEN!!!

::Failed::

SL - 4/18 (failed)
Tono - 12.5/14
Kerato - 9/10
BIO - 11/14
VF - 10/16

Ingat lg b4 result kuar, Husna ckp "Diana nampak coOl"..huhu..co0l meh??dlm hati xde sape tau..nervousnye ya ALLAh~mcm nk nangis je..tp xde la se'nervous' ms exam slip lamp 2..mayb sbb 2 la bleh fail kot..over nervous kah??hurm actually ble org2 tny knape jd cm2,byk tol benda yg nk kuar dr mulut nih..tp xbleh..coz klu sume 2 dikuarkn,dh nmpk mcm alasan..ape gna bagi alasan..Bjerrum 2,syukur giler lar pas..

"it dosnt matter if u fail or not..coz exm ni utk bkn utk exm semata2..utk masa depan.."

ayat2 2,ak sendri yg pnah ckp..but still it hurt my heart when failed..cant be helped!

::Empty Decoration::

I wake in the dawn to showers of light
Moments of emptiness surround
Floating away with auras of hope
But reality brings me down to the ground
What can i do ?
What can i say ?
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for the life i used to know

Where every song
Was filled with words of love and not of anger
Where did they go ?
Why did they leave me far behind ?

Cause i don't wanna be alone (Oh)
Living life all on my own (Oh)
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
Cause i wanna be with the people that i know
Who will do the things i do (Oh)
Making all my dreams come true
I don't recognise the shadows on my door
Although i've seen them all before
Because the only thing i really want is to be with you...

I look at the sky, it looks back at me
I can't hear the silent melodies
I know that i'm here yet i am lost
Blown in confusion by the breeze
Hiding my face, crying alone
I need to find my way back home
Back to the place, the wonderful days
Living the life i used to know
Where every smile
Was born out of a love and of sincerity
And every tear of everflowing joy

Cause i don't wanna be alone (Oh)
Living life all on my own (Oh)
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
Cause i wanna be with the people that i know
Who will do the things i do (Oh)
Making all my dreams come true
I don't recognise the shadows on my door
Although i've seen them all before
Because the only thing i really want is to be with you...

Cause i don't wanna be alone (Oh)
Living life all on my own (Oh)
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
Cause i wanna be with the people that i know
Who will do the things i do (Oh)
Making all my dreams come true
I don't recognise the shadows on my door
Although i've seen them all before
Because the only thing i really want is to be with you...

p/s: lagu ni always mngingatkan ak pd kwn2 di MRSM PDRM..miss them so much

::AkHiRnYa::

akhirnya...
terpengaruh jgak ak dgn benda alah ni..